what would i tell you if you were here?
that "i've missed you - make all the void disappear!"?
would i just laugh and not let you go?
or would i be frozen like christmas day snow?

would start to catch up on all the things you missed?
or would i recall stories of boys we never kissed?
oh, what would i do if just for one day you'd be back?
could it be more painful letting you go after such a lack?

i know you'd keep standing still, not saying a word
listening to all the things as if you never heard.
i would start begging you to speak, at least to say my name,
i don't remember your voice anymore, am i the one to blame?

since you left, you know more than me, maybe you always did.
gone so young, lived so free, many thought you were a kid.
as i'd see you gone again i'd be less hurt this time
you've left a piece of you with me, guess i'm gonna be fine